My Everyday Life

Victor   Sometimes when you think you love someone, you think that when they hurt you you're experiencing heartbreak. There was a boy named Victor who I thought I loved and who I thought I was heart broken over. But what really stung about the whole thing was that I thought he loved me too. It turns out that he just wanted me for sex. I was 15 when I lost my virginity to Victor, but it was clear that it wasn't his first time...Or second... Or even third. But I did anything for him because of something I thought was love. There was a time I even snuck out of my house- the night before my Aunt's wedding- and went all the way to Bartlett. Now mind you, Bartlett is about an hour away from my house. He drove all the way to my house to pick me up and then took me all the way to Bartlett to his friends house. Turns out one of his long time friends was on vacation with his family and they have asked him to dog sit. Some of his friends were already there and I wasn't expecting...